Girl, Interrupted

2008-12-21T18:48:00.002+08:00

Oi vey!

It has been ages since I updated my blog.

What has been happening with me? I've been on a very fruitful holiday this christmas!

School is over and I am happy.

Can't wait to start college!

Anyways, I'm very busy to update my blog because I'm spending a lot of time with friends and family.

However, I will post some pictures asap!

ps. I miss you all, all my friends in Singapore!

Will see you guys soon!

Special Anouncement:

INESSA! I MISS YOU, DEAR! Ugh, can't wait to hang out with you again!

I have things for you when I get back!

Wait for me :)

Mwah!

xoxo

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Live Life

2008-08-25T06:34:00.000+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will.
You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours.
You'll fight with your best friends and maybe even fallen in love with them.
You'll blame a new love for the things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you will eventually lose someone close to you.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you will never get back.

I can't sit still and say nothing!

2008-08-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

Its 11pm and I'm a little cranky.
Its time for me to rant and share my all time pet peeves!

1. First and foremost, this has got to be my BIGGEST pet peeves.
You don't have to show every etiquette and manners out there but FOR MY SAKE!

can you say EXCUSE ME? when you want to walk pass me?

Singaporeans especially those silly aunties don't know how to say a simple excuse me and it gets me everytime. I'm sorry if I get rude and ask you to say excuse me because hello? I think I have the right to. You don't just bump your way through as if you're the queen or something?

LEARN SOME BASIC MANNERS, FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

2. Horrible body odor. OH MY LOOOOORD!
Get a deodorant. It cost 2bucks.
SHEEEESH

3.Silly internet people who still go around saying

"Intro please"
"I'm xxx, 15, and study in this school"
"LOLSS"
"LOLXX"

GROW UP!

4. The total lack of style some people have today. You don't go to town wearing slippers, skimpy top and a pair of short (ugly,plain) shorts.
It makes you look sloppy and don't ever...EVER give the weather as an excuse.
I know its humid and hot, but you look horrendously bad.

5. People who pick their nose in public! Especially in the train.
I rarely hold on to anything in the MRT, can you imagine... you hold on and you don't realise you're actually in contact with a booger? EWWWW!

to be continued...

THE YEAR 2012, DECEMBER 21.....

2008-08-07T20:48:00.003+08:00

We're all going to die.

Some of us will develop cancer

Some of us will have heart attacks

Some of us will be hit by cars

Some of us will kill ourselves

Some of us will be accidentally poisoned

Some of us will be killed by injuries at the workplace

Some of us will die from nutritional deficiencies

Some of us will drown

Some of us will be murdered

Some of us may, possibly, be murdered by terrorists, if it is not a typical year

Nothing you do will keep you from dying.

No amount of money will keep you from dying.

No color-coded alert system will prevent your death.

No government, military or corporate campaign will prevent your death.

Your death is inevitable.

You will die.

Haaaaaaa.
BUT! I have my dearest Martian to take me away in her UFO-O
Suckazzzz.

Anyways, the point of this post is to show you guys the FIRST STOP MOTION video I made in like 2hours (more like 2 days,shhhh)

For le idiots out there (again)

Stop motion (or frame-by-frame) animation is an animation technique to make a physically manipulated object appear to move on its own. The object is moved by small amounts between individually photographed frames, creating the illusion of movement when the series of frames are played as a continuous sequence.

Enjoy;

Escapism {probably the longest post.ever.(yet)}

2008-08-06T20:34:00.005+08:00

Have any of you tried typing/writing without thinking of what you are going to write about? You just let your fingers do the talking and you end up with something quite amusing and amazing at the same time?

It happens to me often.

I call it ESCAPISM

for all the idiots out there:

Escapism is mental diversion by means of entertainment or recreation as an "escape" from the perceived unpleasant aspects of daily stress.

It can also be used as a term to define the actions people take to try to help relieve feelings of depression or sadness.

IN OTHER 'SIMPLER' WORDS

The tendency to escape from daily reality or routine by indulging in daydreaming, fantasy, or entertainment.

Dear, dear sun,

I am pushing myself through each minute and I am getting stronger. I imagine my veins as threads of stone and my blood as the color of the sky tonight. I'm tempted to leave this nice, little girl I possess dead in my tracks. The sensation of you crawling towards me for rescue has me jumping in my shoes. "I love you." I'm sure you do. I have more control than you think. Look me straight in the eyes. The morning felt unbelievably long and I entertained it myself by sleeping through it. When my eyes finally opened, they landed on what was suppose to awake me from sleep an hour earlier. "I miss you, a lot." is what he said. I stared back at the words for almost a minute than unknowingly laughed at him as if he had been in the room with me. In truth, I suppose it did catch me off guard, but my mind has been swimming for weeks now. I was ready. I preceded in my response, which included the dead fact that I did not truly love him anymore. I have fallen. Fallen out of love, I should say. And honestly, if feels almost as delightful as falling in.

The warm sensation of being completely free is stunning. I feel like I have wanted this for so long. The entirety of it is the best part. It is not in sections, but an actual whole. My skin screams freedom. This sanity is written on my face just as clear as if it had been done with paint. I feel strong, and elite, and pure, and joyful. And absolutely none if it involves you. I figure that is the best part of it all.

The independence. The satisfaction is tugging on my soul, forcing me to smile. I love me better this way. Yes, I love me better this way. Ears are getting tired, tongues are getting stiff, and parched lips beg for water. Lips gently part as a swollen tongue darts quenching quivering lips. I can clearly taste the restlessness coarsing through my blue-blood veins.

Still, I breathe -- a whisper of consistency in this world, a force to have and hold. A hand swats my shoulder, convulsing with the laughter to a joke I have missed. The touch shocks the left of my body, feeling as if mice are what scatters lively across my ivory bones, wakening whom was idling. Idiling in a rest that eclipses a whole and different wod entirely.

Artist, dear artist, do you always fall for your masterpiece? Well something must be left behind, and naturally it'd be you, Muse.

I once could be quoted saying, "I rather to never hear, smell, taste, see nor feel ever again." The world is everything and more too me, and you my love, are the Muse that inspires me, and whom I'll leave behind for my very own masterpiece.

Deep within our shell of shells, we are all selfish.

The telephone is parallel to my left ear. Water is in the rims of my eyes, like it always is, but this time it is dry. I am tripping over my own words. Where is my head? I never trip over anything and especially never my mind. Where is my control? My mouth opens, then closes. My mouth opens, then closes. Say something! Say nothing! Say something!

"Do you remember?" I shake my head. Back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. My teeth grind just behind my lips. He hesitates. "Yeah, I do..."

Say something.

"When I was younger, I would change the caps around to trick people. They would pick the green marker and find a yellow, instead. I found it amusing." A chuckle floats from the reciever into my ear. Sharp inhale. "I..I am not making any sense. Lets just talk about something else." My body starts to shut down, all doors begin to lock. "No. Continue. Talk to me."

Say nothing. Say something.

"That's how I feel. Someone has taken the caps off of all my markers and exchanged the tops. I...I am..." Only you, my darling. Only you. The height of your voice is only as tall as you let it climb. "You, Erin, are everything anyone can wish too be. Untainted - stay that way." Lungs collapse, fire and sparks sodden my hollow stomach, and muscles tense in absolute pleasure.

Exhale, you make me forget to breath.

My darling sun, you're everything. And so much more.

Passionately,
Your own very silver of the moon.

Just some silly vid.

2008-08-03T20:35:00.002+08:00

I'm too lazy to edit my earlier post.

enjoy the vomit! ^.^

The world.

2008-08-03T15:04:00.003+08:00

It's simply astonishing that most of the world's population don't know that they're bringing our planet to its knees.

We're killing our planet. I don't have to explain to you guys as to how this is so since you all probably know all about it yourself.

But I want to make a change.
I want to be happy.
I want our planet to be happy.
I want the other animals living on this planet to be happy.

You humans have lived happily enough.
Now give back or die.

oh my lord, i sound like Mrs. Ching -.-

THE DEVIL SPOKE TO ME......................

2008-08-02T20:23:00.006+08:00

......THROUGH A MUDPIE!

Hahaha!

So basically today, was full of giggles and whatnot.
I hung out with my bestie martian, Inessa!
I never laughed so hard after a mudpie.

And as we all know, Inessa LOOOVEEE playing with her food
hardcore singaporean accent ENGAGED:
GIRL AH!, BAD HABIT OKAY? YOU GO ON A DATE, CANNOT DO THIS HORRR!!!

FROM THIS:

TO THIS:

Oink oink! ^.^

Bahaha, i love you martian.

*ugh ,my feet hurts from all the flea hunting*

get creative,GEEEZ

2008-08-01T22:15:00.007+08:00

i'm really bothered at the fact that all these "new" movies are coming out that are basically just american remakes of japanese films. i mean, the originals were awesome enough, you really don't need to do it all over again.

it's called subtitles.

for example; the eye, the ring, one missed call, the grudge...
Now, BATTLE ROYALE?

seriously, the originals were amazing and the remakes rarely never comes as great

i mean aren't people creative enough to make their own original plots and storylines. jeez.

LOL OF THE DAY!

2008-07-30T18:40:00.003+08:00

I know, I fail.
Whatever, so does Johnny. lol

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
lol

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
ahaha

la belle vie. says:
whats the lawl jonny?

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
I made a note on my phone, to cut my nails

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
2 hours ago

la belle vie. says:
ROFL

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
because I knew I'd forget

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
Sure enough, the note came and I'd completely forgotten about it beforehand

la belle vie. says:
That's so silly.

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
otherwise Mrs Wong would be disappointed that I didn't cut my nails as she asked

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
even though she doesn't even teach me, she's still quite kind

la belle vie. says:
Haha,awwww.

la belle vie. says:
Johnny? All sensitive?

la belle vie. says:
How rare.

.....This is where the good stuff starts!
.......................................
..................................

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
you can't judge a book by its character

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
cover*

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
COVER
[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
LOL
[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
COVER
[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
COVER
[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
COVER

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
I'm on crack

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
so yeah, especially my cover, which in all honesty, is just a facade
[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
as I'd mentioned before

la belle vie. says:
HAHAHA
la belle vie. says:
IDC.
la belle vie. says:
i'm going to screenshot that shit.

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
fuck
[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
lol
[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
go ahead

la belle vie. says:
BUT FIRST
la belle vie. says:
i have to figure out how to in my laptop first.
la belle vie. says:
HAHAHAHAHAA

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
does it have a print screen button?

la belle vie. says:
it does.

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
then that's it

la belle vie. says:
do i press shift
?
la belle vie. says:
alt?
la belle vie. says:
LOLLLLLLLL
la belle vie. says:
omg.
la belle vie. says:
FAIL

[Goremeister] Breaking The LAWL says:
which part you want to screenshot anyway?

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol. JUST LOL!

6,193 days ago, i was born

2008-07-30T13:05:00.005+08:00

You were born on a Friday.
Your star sign is Leo.
Your birthstone is Peridot.
The season was Summer.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Sheep.
The US President was George H. W. Bush (Republican).
The UK Prime Minister was John Major (Conservative).
You are 16 years 11 months 14 days old.

It is 17 days until your next birthday.

(that's right! i better be getting presents from you guys! hahaha jaykay!<3)

In dog years you are 2 years old.
You are 6,193 days old.
You are approximately 148,638 hours old.
You are approximately 535,097,120 seconds old.

took this idea from neh's blog

dayof birth.co.uk

check it out!

pretty snazzy stuff! :D

*stuck in class,bored*

Promise.Perfection.Phenomenal

2008-07-28T20:16:00.002+08:00

As all of you have already guessed, I suck at keeping a blog.

You guys might be already thinking, "Whatever, give it a week".
No! See, I realized why I never managed to keep a blog.
I put so much stress on one post, to make it all perfect.
It only results in somewhat, 'trying too hard' post.

Therefore, time to remove 'flawless' out of my blog vocabulary and just let my words flow.

Speaking of perfection,

I have noticed how much people try to be perfect when they can only become a certain type of person. Why try to please everyone? Sure sure, you're just living up to standards but there is a point where it become a little to superficial and foolish, no offence.

I see kids around me trying, eventually dying, to please their parents so hard that they stop thinking about who they want to be. This is where I move to 'individualism'. Sometimes, I just blame the so-called "generation gap" between parents and their children. Maybe LONG LONG AGO, things like piercings,tattoos and other 'crazy' things kids do nowadays, were labelled a form of rebellion.

Time is changing. And so are we.

People especially adults, need to accept the fact that the world is now a completely different angle. As the world change, the substance of the mind changes too.

My point is, everyone should just choose who they want to be. Stop forcing yourself to be someone you're not. Well, of course, if you plan to sell drugs and smoke weed your whole entire life, that's a whole another story.

Now I leave you with some words to ponder:

I would rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.
You are phenomenal

ps. I PROMISE to keep this blog safe and sound ^.^

goodnight
xoxo